Pretending to Be a Beginner

I created a new account with the ID "Chaos and Order" and played matches. While continuously playing against weaker opponents, I noticed myself becoming arrogant, goofing around during matches. What I need is humility.

Composure comes from skill.

In the past when my skill was lacking, every time I lost a match, I was truly upset and it left many scratches. But now, even if I lose a match or two, I'm okay. Because I have the belief that I can climb back up. And table tennis isn't everything to me — I have other valuable identities.

Prepare in advance

I tend to do things when the situation hits rather than preparing ahead of time — whether it's getting dressed or studying. That's a bad habit. Let's mentally simulate ahead of time and prepare what's needed in advance.

Let's raise my own stock price.

After selling my Joby shares, the stock price skyrocketed. Watching that made me jealous and upset. I'm glad it went up, but on the other hand, nothing about me has changed. I shouldn't equate money with my own value. Stressing over stocks I've bought is like handing over my entire sense of worth to that company. I just need to raise my own value faster than Joby's growth rate. Let's raise my own stock price. Let's hit the daily limit every day. (e.g., YouTube, KodeKloud, Speak)